Post Ninety-Eight.

Karaoke is such a blast. I could care less that I pretty much suck. I won't lie, I'm a beast on those guy songs. Jessica and I did a kick ass duet of a few songs. Jenjen kept making fun of me wen we did duets. D: Haven't hung out with Nick in forever. That was nice. I think everyone had fun. The Omen ... lame movie. But, we still all jumped a couple feet in the air for a few parts.

Hmm. I'm not sure what to expect in the weeks to come.

Post Ninety-Seven.

I was told to be more assertive... more forceful. I'm not exactly sure if I can do that.I dunno. It's not really... me.

Post Ninety-Six.

Maybe I should just have you read all I've posted ever.
Sometimes I wonder if you've ever checked my blog, or remember I have one.

I didn't want others to get involved. I didn't want things to get messy. I'm sorry. Okay, I mean it. I really am sorry. You're probably really mad at me. Could you tell me that? I'd rather you tell me than bottle it all up. You can yell at me if you want.

Relationships are give and take. I'm ready to talk things out. Just you and me; no one else. I'll have them stay out of things if you just listen to what I have to say. I'll listen to your side, too.

Post Ninety-Five.

Nerji's sister is way more cool than he is.
The end.

Post Ninety-Four.

So, GeekCore is in progress. gXc! Here's some roughies of what we have right now...
















Ughh, pictures so big, but I can't be arsed to resize right now. I'm feeling icky again. I was super great today until art and Ethan brought some things up. Does that make me weak?

Post Ninety-Three.

I hate how people can't spell. Now, I don't mean an every once in a while mistake. I'm talking about those people with atrocious spelling. I know some can't help it... they're just bad at everything. But, by George, use a fuggin' dictionary next time son!

Enjoy.

Post Ninety-Two.

Gawd, I've been sounding so freaking depressing lately. It makes me even more depressed, honestly! But, I don't know... I can't help myself. I'm having ups and downs. I do fine until I'm overwhelmed with things that well... remind me.

This cheered me up...
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I don't know how that will end up looking. But, eh... it's supposed to be a cute bunny. And it's all like "Rawr." :/ Rawr... we used to always say that.

Screw it. Forget what I said. I'm calling you tomorrow. Well, I guess... technically today. You probably won't answer... but, eh. It's worth a shot, right?

I'm not giving up just yet.

I can't help but close my eyes for life
And dream a different ending
When I wake I won't be so exhausted
And I'll stop with my pretending
That I'm fine; I'm fine if I can fool myself tonight
And my lie will drown out all of yours

Post Ninety-One.

So, Petey sorta fixed my belt buckle for me. Y'know... my NES controller one. Well, it came back to me as a necklace instead. At first I was kinda pissed. 'Cos well, I told him I knew how to fix it, and I could do it myself. But he offered... so, yeah. I let him have it for the weekend. He told me it was impossible to fix it as a buckle, and just made it into a necklace. I can't complain too much. He tried, and people really like it. I need to find a longer chain eventually. 'Cos, honestly... it's a bit goofy how it rests just on my boobs. I still like it.

JenJen let me borrow her copies of Backdrop's CD and Icon For Hire's EP. Yummy. I've been listening to Backdrop as of now because I just got it ripped onto my compy. Their bassist is uber cute. (: We'll, they're all cute. But, I've got to admit, bassists are always better. Maybe it's just because I have a soft spot for bassists 'cos I am one. Then again, I have a soft spot for drummers too. Hmmm... who knows.

I got this thing from NCLS in the mail. Um... National Student Leadership Conference. I guess my counselor suggested me or something. It's a summer college program thing. Though, the tuition is kinda pricey. I don't know if my dad would let me do it. The ones I want to do aren't in Chicago anywho... they're in New York. So, doubts my dad will let me do it. Though, it would be a great thing to do for college. I mean... if you complete your stay, you get a Certificate of Achievement, a transcript for what you've done... so like, college credit in whatever program you signed up for. Depending on which one you do, you get 1 to 3 college credits. Which, honestly... that'd be super sweet. Also, you get a letter of recommendation that you can submit to colleges when you're filling all the applications out. Honestly, I think that's hella rad. I'll have to talk to him about it. Maybe he'll look past the price. <.<; Al least I don't want to do the business abroad! That's about $5500. I wonder if he'd let me go to New York... then I could do the Entrepreneurship and Business. Then again, that's still pricy. :/ $2400... ouch. I could do the Inside the Arts or Mastering Leadership at Chicago! $1600 for either. Hmm. I don't know. I'll talk to him about it. Still so pricey. ><;

Enjoy Backdrop. (:

Post Ninety.

I think I'm doing a bit better.

There's still some songs I can't bring myself to listen to like I used to.
And if I do, it usually isn't pretty.
It's not too bad anymore.
I just get upset.
...

I don't know.
Talk to me again. :/
A simple hi would suffice.
Nothing special.
I don't know.