Post One-Hundred and Seven.

I just want to say... lol@Devin'slaptophavingaTrojanvirus.

Art II has to be the most fun I've had in a while. Like... I'm not even kidding. The only downside is that the plaster we're working with dries out my skin really bad... and well, I get plaster all over my clothes. I've washed my Bayside hoodie about a dozen times in the past week or so. So crazy! Though, I've been having a blast. Um... let's see. We had to do water colour prints on clear plastic, ten run them through a printing press for a monoprint. When I get mine back, I might scan some and put them up. I'm working on a NES controller plaster statue that I might also turn into a candle holder. I'm almost finished with my wasted cast I did of pacman... I just have to paint it. I swear it's super cute... especially because when I was originally carving it out of clay to pour plaster on... I forgot that I should carve words how I would see them and not opposite. <.<; So, I carved them in mirror image... so when I poured plaster into the plaster mold I made... my words came out mirror image. My bad. ]: But! It still looks decent. My hand mold is almost done. I just need to poor the slip into it. Also, my fail-looking Batman paper cast is almost done. xD

I'm excited. [:

Post One-Hundred and Six.

I hate that I can't bring myself to hate you.

... and I can't mean anything bad I try to say about you.

Post One-Hundred and Five.

Sup. Lily, Pete, and I are sitting in the library. Just leave Pete. /h8. Now it's just Lily and Brookesany. Oh, Pete returned... he made me smell his soap... (-.-;).

Post One-Hundred and Four.

I was doing great yesterday until I saw him in WG. I don't know what's happened to me.

And, I can't find a tutu/petticoat for my dress. ):


So, I've been listening to this song like all last night...

Post One-Hundred and Three.

So... we had to do acrostics in Lit today. I thought I'd share mine, even if I made it up in class since I kinda forgot about the assignment. ><;

Determination of one person
In turn will inspire another.
Silence when one's tongue should be held shows
Control. Calmness is key, especially
If a situation goes south. Never go with the
Population as a whole, if that's not your voice.
Learn with time to keep your wit about you.
Inside, a battle wells between impulse and mind.
Never can impulse win when in the
End it will lead to your destruction.

Post One-Hundred and Two.

So... weekend events reported:

Concert canceled.

Guitarist had to have surgery due to a blood clot.

Surgery went well and we're all hoping for a good recovery.

Trip to Iowa City in sued instead of Decatur/St. Louis.

Was decently fun... Deathnote shirt. (:

Lost on the way home and ended up in Muscatine. xD

Heavy rain storm!

Bonding experience in the car during wait.

Ended up home just fine!

Music@theMall fun.

Every day's an opportunity for a brighter tomorrow. My head's high. My chin's up.
Smile wide--I'm gonna shine. Tattooed mistakes will fade with time. Things will be just fine. The soundtrack of my summer through the fall lost it's luster in the winter and it went missing before the spring.

Jessica's got this song stuck in my head.

Post One-Hundred and One.

I want to taste the rain on my tongue. I want to see a rainbow. I want to smile as wide as I can. I want true happiness that only comes around once in a blue moon. I want friends in highly low places. When I'm older, I want to wake up every morning knowing the person sleeping next to me loves me for me. I want to stop and smell the flowers. I want life not to pass me by. I want to bake cupcakes for someone just because. I want everything and more. Most of all, I want you and I want to see you smile.

This song makes me feel better about life... I don't know why.

Post One-Hundred.

I'm doing well. I'm doing well. My dreams lately have been crazy. I'm a bit bitter lately--my friends have noticed. I don't mean to be. I'm sorry. I'm not quite sure what's going through my head right now. Honestly, it's infuriating. I don't know. I don't know. Will I be thought less of if I cry? Yell? I don't even know if I can be mad at you. I could forgive you if you let me.

I went with Steph and Jess to pawn stuff. We cleared $40 with just old games and movies we don't watch. Jen's getting like $20-30. Then, Jess is getting whatever her grandma is giving her. Now just to figure out what to wear for the gig. Something comfortable! Icon for Hire, we're making it.

These guys put a smile on my face. (:

Post Ninety-Nine.

I'm not sure how I'm feeling exactly... Many things come to mind.

confused

upset

angry

etc.

But honestly... most of all, I feel hurt.

Thanks.